Often,
the next day when I’m home from that one trashy club and am getting up at like
1 or 2pm in the afternoon, I think to myself how I can’t believe that that reality
was real, it’s almost like this world that only exists in the nighttime and you
need your sleep to separate yourself from it and it can’t actually intrude into
your daytime life like a segueing into it that way.
Lately,
or at least a time or two, I’ve thought about that kind of clubbing, when I’m
staring off into space during the class I kind of TA for for the 3rd
year in a row and the professor is talking, and I see all these bright-eyed
overwhelmed 19 year-olds, and I think how they have no idea how this (Latina) tr*nny
I’m friends with tried to talk me into a threesome after the club shut down and
everyone is smoking outside, and she’s eyeing a guy and telling me she likes a
hairy ass.
(At
which point I realized that she still had her manjunk down there.)
I
really have no idea what the kids would think, if they knew I lived shit like
that, or at least lived shit around shit like that.
Really,
my first 3 Mondays of this term have been something else, and all on the days that I teach
these bright-eyed nineteen year olds (if they’re even that old):
1) At night a Madonna concert,
followed by clubbing till 4am and that proposition, and not even in bed asleep
till 5:05am (on a Monday!).
2) Testifying before a city council committee,
before class.
3) Before class, going to go see the touring bones of this really-fucked up Catholic
chastity saint, followed by a racism protest with a Donald Trump piñata, followed
by the workshops that I have to lead.
So
far from what I can see, life does get better as you age, and the young really
have no idea.
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